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Consciousness is not constant. Sometimes it narrows, sometimes it expands, and we move between different frequencies. Astrological studies often help us recognize when we have slipped out of awareness, sometimes even in time. No matter how spiritual someone is or how much they meditate, our wounds can be triggered instantly by a single sentence or behavior. The noise of the world and the fast pace of life only make this stronger, giving us no time to reflect on our reactions before we act.
There is a general rule in Chinese astrology: the Day Pillar your birthday falls on activates the meaning of that pillar for one full year.
Last year my birthday fell on a Yang Metal Tiger day. I did not realize this at the time, only looked back recently out of curiosity. Then I was shocked, because everything happened exactly according to this energy. I want to honestly share what I experienced. Until last January, alongside my astrology business, I also worked full-time in sales. The job came with a company car, commission, and base salary. This stable material background supported my false belief that an astrology business is uncertain. A strong inner tension grew inside me about my true desires and life goals. After a long, too long inner struggle, I finally made a decision.
Yang Metal represents PURPOSE. In my chart, Metal is the Output element, so throughout the year my focus turned strongly toward self-expression and communication. I did not understand why this became so intense, since I had already been building my business for four years. Even during a spiritual game in spring, my question was about my own communication and self-expression tools. Why do I hide behind invisibility? I told myself, “I cannot speak, it is hard for me to express myself,” but later it turned out this was not true. It was only an excuse to stay small. By May, after translating all my Hungarian materials into English, I started making videos, which was completely new for me. My voice shook even in small groups. I always feel my heart in my throat when I speak, even though others do not notice it. Nervousness appears. I had to begin something I did not know how to do, realized this was my growth. I started making English TikTok videos for the international website. I forgot the text, did not know the techniques, and had no team behind me. I learned everything on my own. Sometimes it took days to edit one video. I asked my teenage daughter how to cut them. One step. Then another. At the same time, the energy of the Snake year brought a feeling of helplessness. My biggest realization was that I had to accept vulnerability, to move forward even when it was difficult for me, even if it was easy for others. In this pillar, Wood and Metal create Indirect Wealth structure, which bringsimpatience. For those with Monkey in their birth chart, this impatience can become extreme. It creates tension around business and money.
And because the Monkey sits in the Day Pillar of February’s starting char, this impatience will affect everyone, even without it in the natal chart.
The Yang Metal Tiger on a disharmonious level becomes the blind chasing of goals. I realized that for four months I barely exercised and hardly ate properly. The goal pulled me so strongly. Someone significant in my life kept telling me, “ this won’t be good like this. You should enjoy it. It should be lighter.” Every minute of my day was planned. I measured even coffee-making in minutes. At the same time, my focus became extremely strong. I was organized, disciplined, determined, checking tasks off one by one. I barely recognized myself, I am usually much more free.
I reached the goal. But in the end, I lost something important...
The Yang Metal Tiger believes nothing is impossible. But it matters why and how you fight. In the I Ching, this hexagram is shown as “Fire over Fire,” also called Clinging Fire.
Like a moth drawn to the flame, it wants to get closer and closer, until its wings burn. From far away, the light attracts us. We feel lack and desire, and we give everything to reach it. Whether this is love, career, or self-realization, the path is more important than the goal. When you follow the goal blindly, you lose balance. You stop hearing your heart. The fire blinds you, and uncontrolled Yang Metal can hurt others or yourself. The meeting of Tiger and Monkey is explosive. The Monkey’s speed and the Tiger’s emotional power create strong accident energy. Sadly, I experienced this myself. I was in an accident and hit a motorcyclist, who is still healing today. I have driven for 25 years and never caused an accident before. One moment is enough when you push yourself too hard.
“Where there is much light, the shadow is deep.” – Goethe
Learning to allow desires without becoming them. Let them come and go. You lead them, not the other way around. A passion appears? A new goal? A business idea? Family plans? The situation is different for everyone, but the same energy works underneath. Allow desire, but do not let it control you. Learn what is temporary and what truly fits you. Become lighter, more patient, with humor and laughter. Every desire passes.
“Desire is not a sin, but the flame of existence. The question is only what it lights up within you.” — Carl Gustav Jung
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