How the outside world sees me? Hmmm....
A nice, strong, determined girl. Always happy, fancywith lots of laughs and how can she always be so positive? Even if I don't want to be noticed, I leave a mark. Either they really like me or they call me stupid "B" for the first time π
Then, when they get closer, they see a completely different person. They see a deep-feeling, hyper-sensitive woman searching for answers to the world's mysteries.
Have you ever felt the same way?
If someone's "onion layer" of experience with the outside world is very different from the quality of their "inner core", they may experience conflict and disharmony within themselves without self-awareness.
"Why do people say that about me, I am not that kind of person!"
In many of us, certain analogies are strained, a feeling that causes personality dissonance. But with self-awareness, it can be understood, it can be resolved. And then we can smile at ourselves a lot;-)
I got the greatest understanding when I learned the meaning of the 4 pillars of Chinese astrology. Since then, I still use this system when I don't understand a person and want to understand even better how they work.
You know, we behave differently with strangers, our partners, children, clients, etc. (of course, some people have the same year and sun pillars!)
Download your or your loved ones birth charts, see if these 2 pillars are different for you? If so, the outside world sees you differently than you feel inside. (If it's the same, you can skip this post for now, but I'll come back with another one for you;-)
You will find your characteristics with the outside world in the 3. golden e-book. However, to make sure you understand the description, it is inevitable that you proceed in order!
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You can get rid of a lot of conflict if you understand. And then the miracles can happenππ